더러운 장이 병을 만든다Dr. Jensen's guide to better bowel care
버나드 젠센 김희웅 역 국일미디어 2002.09.25 196p ISBN : 8974253372
Every story has a beginning. Volume Three of my epic tale begins here...
긴 기다림 끝이었어요
소원하고 소원하여 흰 나비로
하늘을 날았어요
쌀쌀한 하늘이었지만
바람은 상쾌하였어요
마음껏 날다 지쳐
노란 배추 꽃 위에 사뿐히 내려앉아 날개 접고 쉬었어요
숨차 팔딱이면서도
기뻐서
눈물이 나왔어요
날아오른다는 것은 황홀한 기쁨이었어요
훨훨 날을 수 있음은 벅찬 감동이었어요
징그러운 몸뚱이로 눈물
쏟으며
까마득한 세월을
나비의 꿈을 꾸었어요
너는 나비야
풀잎이 속삭였지만 믿기지 않았어요
하늘을
나는 나비를 볼 때마다
가망 없는 노릇이라 고개를 저었어요
이 몸뚱이 어디에 저처럼 아름답고
날렵한 날개가 있을까
흉측한 모습으로 땅을 기는 슬픈 세월
날아오른다는 건
꿈같이 아득하였어요
슬퍼하는 내게 바람이 말했어요
너는 나비란다
아름다운 나비란다
정말 내가 나비라면
흉한 모습 꿈틀거리는 고통이
아름다운 날개를 갖기
위해서라면
나는 참아낼 수 있었어요
나비의 꿈을 안고
저 먼 하늘을 날아오를 수 있기를 소원하며 참고 또 참았어요
오늘 환희로 날개를 달고
축복으로 날아오르니
더 바랄 것이 없어요
팔랑이는 날개로 훨훨 날을 수 있으니
지난 고통도 다 잊었어요
햇살이 따스하고 꽃잎이 부드러워
졸린 듯 눈을 감아 보았어요
꽃 향기에 취한 내게
바람이 스쳐 가며 어깨를 쳤어요
이제 나비로구나 축하해
가끔 라디오에서 좋은 노래가 나올때가 있어.
노래를 듣고 나선 들은 것만으로도 행복해지기도 해.
만약 평생동안 듣고 싶은 노래가 있다면 넌 그런 노래일거야.

나랑 함께 가자.
My life was flashing before my eyes
A second later, I woke to realize
My heart had crashed and burned in shame
You polled me from the flames
I took your hand and you helped me up on my feet
I confessed but you had forgiven me
There's courage in the truth you said
Our love will never end
You shield me from danger
You're my shelter
You are my hiding place
**There's an angel on my shoulder here tonight
making sure that I'm alright
When I'm falling fast you rescue me
You love unconditionally
And when I'm cold and so alone
Back in your arms I feel at home
I pray that you will always be
The guardian angel sent for me
My dream comes between us every now and then
I make mistakes, get in trouble, time and again
I ain't proud of who I am
When I'm down you understand
Blinded, you can always seem to show the way
You're the light You're the reason I'm here today
If you cry, I'll cry So dry your eyes
There's an angel on my shoulder, here tonight
making sure that I'm alright
When I'm falling fast you rescue me
You love unconditionally
And when I'm cold and so alone
Back in your arms I feel at home
I pray that you will always be,
The guardian angel sent for me
What am I to you
Tell me darling true
To me you are the sea
Vast as you can be
And deep the shade of blue
When you're feeling low
To whom else do you go
See I cry if you hurt
I'd give you my last shirt
Because I love you so
If my sky should fall
Would you even call
Opened up my heart
I never want to part
I'm giving you the ball
When I look in your eyes
I can feel the butterflies
I love you when you're blue
Tell me darlin' true
What am I to you
Yeah well if my sky should fall
Would you even call
Opened up my heart
Never wanna part
I'm giving you the ball
When I look in your eyes
I can feel the butterflies
Could you find a love in me
Could you carve me in a tree
Don't fill my heart with lies
I will you love when you're blue
Tell me darlin' true
What am I to you
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The time when we were together is the present to me.
Yes. That's good enough.
You were always good to me. You broaden my eyes.
Thank you. You gave me precious memories.
But, to be frankly with you, sometimes I miss you... sometimes even more...
To me you are the sea. Vast as you can be. And deep the shade of blue